Things that are on my mind lately:
~I have been so busy the last couple of days getting ready for my mom to visit. I want to have all the normal weekend cleaning of the house done so I have all the time to spend with her.
~Today I did 3 loads of laundry, swept and mopped all the tile floors and vacuumed all the carpets. Tomorrow I am going grocery shopping, and 3 more loads of laundry. Then hopefully everything will be done by Saturday morning.
~Hannah has her 1st soccer game on Saturday and she is extremely nervous. She is afraid her team will lose. [Enter win or lose its how you play the game speech here] and she seemed to be okay with that.
~Lately Alanna has been giving me hell about going to bed. She is scared of everything. She has never been scared and lately that all she talks about. When I ask her what she is afraid of she says she doesn't know. I'm not sure how to handle her getting out of bed. Her and Hannah share a room and it keeps Hannah up way later that she needs to be.
~Chris and I have talked about me staying home since I got pregnant with Ben..He was the one who seemed to want it the most. Me being home with the kids and not having them with a babysitter. Now he is so stressed out about working that his attitude and the way he is at home stinks(Just to put it nicely), and it makes me wonder if he is upset that I am home now. It seems like everything I do, I do it wrong, and his being unhappy makes me sad. I know he is stressed, but I don't know how to help and he won't talk to me about it.
~I have never really talked about my marriage on this blog before and it makes me nervous to wonder what people may think.