Today.
Today I held them a little closer.
Today.
Today I hugged them a little tighter.
Today.
Today I kissed them a couple extra times.
Today...
Today I thanked God for them a little more.
Today.
Today I was a little more patient with the screams and crying.
Today.
Today I didn't want them to nap or go to bed.
Today.
Today I played a better tea party.
Today.
Today I smiled a little more.
Today
Today I cried a little more.
Today.
Today I prayed again for Stellan.
Will today be the day God answers?
*I'm not quite sure why Stellan's story has affected me so much. I just read his moms blog, I don't chat with her, and I have never left a comment. Matter of fact I just found her blog a couple of months ago. I wake up thinking about this little guy and I go to sleep at night thinking about him. I ask God every night to please keep his mom and dad strong and to help Stellan get better. I race to the computer every morning to read his updates and every morning I cry. I cry when he has a good moment and I cry when hes not doing so well. Never before has another persons story made me feel like I do about Stellan. He makes me want to go visit him and just scoop him up and never stop the hugs and kisses from flowing. Just typing this now, I am crying. I'm not sure if its because he is someones son, and I now have a son, but this little guy has a place in my heart and I just hope its enough to help his heart feel better soon! Please PRAY for this little boy and his family. His mom even has a site up for pictures with Stellans name. Check it out here. Maybe you could add a few of your own ideas.*
thank you for sharing this.
ReplyDeleteOk...i was resisting because I knew it would make me sad, but I will go and read this story!
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